I might have
Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2019 3:18 am
I might have been too mean to some people without intending to. Fact is, I do miss my friends that I've lost recently or lost contact with.
I felt like I don't amount to much without them. I still live, but my leg might be permanently damaged so there's even less chance of me having some kind of a job.
I don't call people "friends" that offer a false advice or something completely inappropriate. And I get why some people that know better don't speak to me because things have gotten a bit too depressive over the course of many past months including that broken "trip" that had me earn some money beforehand only to lose everything in the most brutal and unfair way possible.
I'm never going to be a happy fluffy person because that's not who I am. But I do ask for forgiveness if anyone gives a two "cents" and some of my old friends might be reading this. I was an idiot sometimes who didn't realize everything at hand. Sometimes I just would need a little reminder of some things, but people stayed silent instead.
I now know that some communication was just cut off, whether by accident on part of the network (phone) or deliberate.
I chose to make this post here instead of the real life forum because this is not just about real life.
I felt like I don't amount to much without them. I still live, but my leg might be permanently damaged so there's even less chance of me having some kind of a job.
I don't call people "friends" that offer a false advice or something completely inappropriate. And I get why some people that know better don't speak to me because things have gotten a bit too depressive over the course of many past months including that broken "trip" that had me earn some money beforehand only to lose everything in the most brutal and unfair way possible.
I'm never going to be a happy fluffy person because that's not who I am. But I do ask for forgiveness if anyone gives a two "cents" and some of my old friends might be reading this. I was an idiot sometimes who didn't realize everything at hand. Sometimes I just would need a little reminder of some things, but people stayed silent instead.
I now know that some communication was just cut off, whether by accident on part of the network (phone) or deliberate.
I chose to make this post here instead of the real life forum because this is not just about real life.